Go after her. Fuck , don't sit there and wait for her call , go after her because that's what you should do . If you love someone , don't wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come , don't let people happen to you , don't let me happen to you , or her , she's not a fucking television or tornado . There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and i always thought i'd be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you just can't sit there and do nothing and breath into telephones is not everyone's idea of love but it is way i can recognise it because that is what i do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is loving someone is , that is raw and that is unguarded , and that is all that is worth anything . REALLY :)
